23 August 2020

Published August 23, 2020 by

Just read this book and you`ll understand what`s going on!


Just read this book and you`ll get it. This was all planned. The author is really intelligent, I have to say! Wow! 😮
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That`s all I have to say about that! It explains what is going on in the world right now. 


That was all I wanted to say today. I am diving deep into this topic so I am a little busy whenever I am on my "coffee break". Usually I blog longer on my regular coffee breaks but this is INSANE! This book. I have known about it for many years but never really decided to read it - until now. OKAY..."Read" was probably not the best words to use, but I did get my hands on an audio version of the book (audio book.) It also counts.
Have a great day wherever you are. But you have to know that...
"Big brother is watching you" He SURE IS! I know you can`t disagree. "You are being watched. They watch everybody. All the time!" WHY, WHY have I not given this book a chance until now? This is exactly what I have been talking about for YEARS! (*Placing my tinfoilhat on my head*)

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20 August 2020

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Gave up on ideas and sat on a chair for years....

Bad strategies made me end up sitting on a chair for at least 15 years. Desperate to be something in this world made me do some desperate choices through my life. Without telling the whole story the light version is something like...
Photo: Made by me a few years ago.

I`m not so much on social media anymore. We should social distance, shouldn`t we? (Okay, stupid joke! I am SO anti-covid19, you have no idea! Maybe, just maybe I will talk about this in a future article.) But there was a time, back in the day...like a year ago when I used to hang on my own Facebook page like 24/7. I used to sing karaoke and I also had a few live shows over there.

I simply didn`t have "a life", is what people would say. I never heard anybody actually saying this to me, but it`s not hard to imagine. I didn`t know the difference between IRL and online. To me being online was my real life. I thought it was fun. I thought that I was funny. I am, though. (*laughing at myself*) But sometimes even I got annoyyed by my own voice. I love to talk so I talked a lot, basically. And sang! But I soon realized that I didn`t benefit from sitting on my butt for hours.You know the feeling when you can`t move anymore? And you just end up falling on the floor on your final attempt to move from the chair? MAYBE I am exaggerating a little bit. But actually I had come a long way...I was on the way...of becoming creativly free. Which was something I never dared to be up until that point.Which sounds weird because people probably thought I was a very free individual. But you`re never really free until you can say you have found peace in your life. To be okay with where you are here and now. So, when I was sitting on that chair I was actually working really hard. It was a hard job to just sit there. But everything that I experienced on that chair has led me up to where I am right now. I see it crystal clear now. It is all about evolving from one frequency to the next, and I really feel like I am on the right path to the next level. I am in the process of creating something new for myself and I think I like it.

But before I get too excited about my new ideas I will complain a little bit more (Just kidding! I will never complain EVER!)

"People stole my ideas"


I discovered fake news before fake news was a thing. Here my concept was to start a news-blog about what`s going on in society, but obviously I didn`t really care about what I had just read. To me it was all just some blah-blah-blah. Now everybody calls it "fake news". I remember that I used to be annoyyed by the illusion, it really is just an illusion, that it seemed like people stole my ideas before I started manifesting the ideas. I was just subconciously using the law of attraction. Now I know what it was all about back then. Just because somebody else has a great idea and it reminds you of YOUR IDEA, doesn`t mean that you should give up on the idea. Because likes attract likes and I was a magnet for people who had the same ideas and projects as me.

I was really over it when it came to news. Heard about this, heard about that, jadda jadda jadda. Like they say; I even wore the t-shirt. I almost became a conspiracy theorist because of the state of this planet. But it is not popular, so I stopped. And well...it is still not a very popular thing, but I`m glad that more and more people are waking up.
Header that I was trying to make for my super-revolutionary project (eh..jeses...I wasn`t ready, obviously!)

Sometimes you have to make peace with your life and relax. 

But I can never completely relax in my life before I get my hands on this bag...


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I think it`s irony (?)

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14 August 2020

Published August 14, 2020 by

On my coffee break...


I am on my coffee break (Yes, because I actually do stuff every day like everybody else, without going into details about what I do. For privacy reasons.)

So, I was thinking; Blogger is a platform that can be removed by Google any time. So, I am 100% doing the right thing here, by moving my blog to Wordpress. I wrote about it in yesterday`s article; I will move to Wordpress soon...I will also call my blog posts "articles" from now on.

Just like the famous vlogger Casey Neistat calls his YouTube videos "Movies". Even though we all know they`re "JUST Youtube videos". He also have said he is really proud to call himself a youtuber.
I do not agree with him about calling yourself a "youtuber". It feels restricted to me. I am stepping away from that platform because I would rather just post everything I create on my own domain. Ok, maybe my videos in the future will be uploaded to YouTube, but I will probably not make it public there.

Almost like the Salvation Army


I just don`t want to be a youtuber. And I don`t care if I never get views because of it. It`s easier to plan a meet up with 100 dedicated (but crazy, I love crazy!) fans that actually can SING your theme-song with you, then being a typical youtuber that gets invited to stand inside a tent at Vidcon (That`s what they do; stand there with a makeup palette.) Anyway; I am too old for that...No. I`m not...Yes you are, Mali! Youtube is not for you! It never was. But you get my point? Singing my song Free (that could be my theme song) in front of an audience of like 100 people would be cool. "Free all the innocent..."In my head it looks like a really cosy situation. Free tea and coffee (since I don`t drink myself ) I would serve crepe. I love crepe. I can eat 20 per day. I just want to be a person in service. Kind of like what the Salvation Army does. Don`t have a photo of it but...

Winning awards is my favorite (imaginary) hobby. Omg, I have so many stories in my head! So, I do indeed have a photo of that.


It really never became anything more than an imaginary vision. AT THE TIME! VERY important that you still believe in success even though you are still sitting on your butt ordering from Mc`Donalds every day and watching your dreams pass by like in a movie. As long as you wake up one day and do something with your life, being lazy all those years was actually worth it. But if you`re in your late thirties like me, and you are still fat and lazy, it`s OVER! (As long as you don`t do something to improve yourself really fast!) Here`s an article where I complain about my body. We all love to read about people complaining about themselves. It makes us feel so much better about ourselves. That`s why I wrote it. I hope you understand the #irony. Hashtags don`t work on this platform.

Thank you for being a witness of all the stories going on inside of my own mind, simultaneously.

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12 August 2020

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I will move to Wordpress soon...


For now, this is actually a Blogger-blog (we used to call it Blogspot in the past.) But it really is limited to what it can "do". But I am not doing much anyway here on this blog...but that is because the low motivation I`ve had for MANY YEARS when it comes to blogging and other creative activities. EVERYTHING to be honest!

But yes, I will move this blog to Wordpress soon. I recently read about Perez Hilton`s super-famous celebrity blog (and how much he earns!) and I was like...

"She`s NOT doing things right!"...


But I am not going to write about celebrities. Gossip is not my thing. I only love to write about myself. Obviously, that`s why I blog! Is it even possible to write #irony #justkidding in blogger posts?

I have been a blogger ever since bryanboy.com was a thing. I used to read his blog every day in 2006.
I just knew right there and then that I wanted to become a blogger. But recently I have not found his blog anymore. I guess he just stopped blogging. He became filthy rich, though. (Got discovered by the fashion industry, but in the beginning he was only writing about HIMSELF too! Just sayin`...But again; he had a talent for fashion early on and I...well...have been walking around in my clogs for the past 15 years.)


See you later and remember to stay positive. Just obey orders until they "know more".(They say there`s a virus going on in the world. I do not want to talk about this topic here on the blog because I have my personal opinion (And I do believe there are aliens who did it! Ok that was a joke!) but you know what happened to David Icke. If you know who he is? Nr 1. conspiracy theorist. His YouTube channel was taken down for being TOO honest.)

But through all of this craziness, at least coffee understands...


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10 August 2020

Published August 10, 2020 by

Sometimes you have to "start over"...


Yes, sometimes in life you have to lose something to gain something new. Just an exchange - process. The old paves the way for new experiences in your life. You have to lose some to gain some. You never "lost" anything, though. I believe that everything exists at the same time. Because there is no time. I believe in the here and now, and the continuation of this exact moment. If you`re happy right now, chances are that you`ll be really happy in the future IF you don`t change this exact vibrational frequency that you`re holding right now. (If that makes sense?! Or was this too "new age" for you? I just don`t want to go totally "new age" on you. You probably ain`t got time for that.)

Webcam time (because I feel it`s the fastest way to snap sefies while I`m typing on my computer.)
Here I am going totally "New Age" on you...


Or maybe this is a better idea...


Some people just stare at other people for some weird reason...


I am not really that into New Age, but New Age is into me. Have no idea why, guess I`m just a study project for many lost souls. Just by looking at my high vibrating energy they can all agree on the same thing "I want what`s she`s having!" And I was just smelling the flowers (NOT those kinds of flowers...I know what you`re thinking!)

Back to the topic; Sometimes you have to start over. "Start over" is not really the right words to use because the truth is (in my opinion) is that you get on the right track. Not "starting over". You had to go through whatever that was...and then you see the new solutions. You see the light in the end of the tunnel. So, the struggle was only you walking through that tunnel.

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