29 December 2024

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Malis juleskravle-serie - Episode 5 - Vi skravlet i to timer






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27 December 2024

Published December 27, 2024 by

ADHD and PROUD!

Self-help series on YouTube NEVER happened. Just like many other things that never happened in my past. This has to be a still image of a video. Yes, I didn`t look very serious.  







I posted a previous post about ADHD and that I might NOT have ADHD, but I have just come to the conclusion that; I have ADHD and I am proud of it. And if I don`t have it...That`s gonna make me normal, then! NOT a good idea! ๐Ÿ˜‚ Who wants to be NORMAL? 

Here are my two posts about my confusion:



I have realized that ADHD is different in every person. And that women also have a different version of ADHD than men have. (More an inner chaos.)

I could not work a "9-5 like" Like "everybody else does" but I am not ashamed of this fact. 
WHY could I not manage a regular job? Well...I was just too creative. I am being serious. And I couldn`t find any topic / job / whatever that means - that could handle ME and MY energy. That is exactly how it felt like. I do not mean that I am better than anybody else. I just felt like I was different. Like I never fit in anywhere. It just wasn`t meant for me.

So, what is meant for me?

  • Blogging. (Writing in general as long as I don`t have to write for a company) I use this blog as my platform. Writing a book (the idea) is too boring right now. I don`t think I am going to do it. EVER!
  • Making videos with Final Cut Pro. Hate-love relationship! At least there is no boss supervising what I am doing because if there was - I would just say "Stop it!" and laugh. So, NO boss! ๐Ÿ˜‚
  • Making music with Apple Logic Pro. (It can not be Windows!) Hate - more than love. I still do it. I do it because I am musical. If I wasn`t I would simply just NOT do it. Would have been impossible to work with my own vocals. ALL musicians know this. About. Themselves. 
  • I have an on and off love and hate - relationship to painting. Is is VERY OFF right now! Mostly black strokes with red strokes. Very messy, indeed. And SAD! The fact that I am willing at this stage in life to paint in the genre contemporary art. I know exactly WHERE to buy new canvases...still I don`t do it. The road there has never felt farther away. When I walk by the windows of the shop, I just take a peek and I think to myself "Contemporary art is just so horrible! Big colorful butts and huge colorful asses! Kind of like...Picasso?.. I am in the South Of France, but..." That has kind of been the situation for me. I go home empty handed with my mouth full of Croissants. And I realize more and more that I am going to look like one of these fat ladies in the modernism paintings if I don`t stop eating these Croissants.
  • The stock market (Mostly just a hate-situation. For now! But I am not giving up.)

Picasso was not bad, but...I don`t know...I love colors but I just don`t really love the modern stuff. He was very timeless, obviously. The guy probably had ADHD.

"The Dream" (1932) Painting by Pablo Picasso

So, this is how hard it is. Hopefully people with ADHD can relate. That`s why I`m writing about this. I have a few interests here above as you can see. These are the interests narrowed down to a few points. Five to be exact. I also enjoy walking in nature. Hiking. I like it when it moves. I don`t take too many photos for that reason. Because photos don`t move. But they capture the moment. Which is also a great thing. But Adhd people tend to not capture the moment that much, they tend to always be a step ahead. I like the volatile. When it moves - I`m in! Kind of like the stock market. I always look for the top volatile stocks. It also kinda reminds me of an ADHD - brain. We want to be around other high energetic people. Like ourselves. To do highly energetic activities with. And if you`re just not right. You`re kind of out. Because we`re selective. The same goes with jobs. You have to be overly excited about your chosen topic. I never was.
Well...Just a little bit. But a little bit is never enough. 

I have realized that in this life, to succeed you have to be a closer. Just like the stock market. If you forget to close the position, you`re actually screwed. You could be screwed the next morning. You have to finish what you started. Close a deal. And you have to do it very well. 

(Oh no, I sound like Donald Trump.๐Ÿ˜•) 

I have also in recent time realized that I couldn`t work a regular job because I could not psychically see the money coming in. (They kind of showed up on the bank statements, yes, but WHY? I would like to understand what was going on exactly. In the meanwhile. Before they ended up there. A hands-on experience with me looking straight into a monitor.) I would rather like to see what I am doing. I like to see the numbers. I also would like to see that the numbers are not too short. ๐Ÿ˜‚ That would be a game changer for me! 

They say that money isn`t everything...

Well...

"THEY" don`t really know what they are talking about. 

These thoughts above are kind of ADHD - like, don`t you think? WE want to be in charge, right?

Let me have high tea, Victorian style, while I figure out what more to write about.

I will return to write more later. Adhd - people do not sit very long with ONE thing. Thanks for reading so far!

I love Spongebob. Photo: Pinterest

It`s the next morning now and I came back to finish up this blog post. Yes, that`s the way I write.๐Ÿ˜œ I can write for days. But on the same blog post. I`ll be back to post this blog post eventually today. 
Going out to eat Sushi now...*Grabbed my wallet and phone and left in a hurry*

Many hours later: I ate Sushi, came home and edited today`s video footage. And then I uploaded a new video to my YouTube channel. I will publish my recent video in a blog post soon...

Pay attention to "I WILL"...but not yet.

Conclusion: The ADHD is OBVIOUS. ๐Ÿ˜‚ 


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Published December 27, 2024 by

Malis juleskravle-serie - Episode 4 - Tok en burger


Fant ikke noe bilde til dette blogginnlegget, men det er viktig รฅ velge det bildet som representerer den du virkelig ER. Ikke noe falsk dritt!

Her er dagens skravle-episode:



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23 December 2024

Published December 23, 2024 by

Malis juleskravle-serie - Episode 3 - Juletre


Bรฅde skravler, synger og snakker om mat pรฅ trรธndersk i dagens skravleepisode...


And a vlog in mainly English, from a few days earlier...








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18 December 2024

Published December 18, 2024 by 2 comments

Malis juleskravle-serie - Episode 2 - Litt som Pablo Picasso

Hva leser jeg om meg selv?  Foto i fra uttrykks-arkivet mitt. Alle mรฅ ha et slikt arkiv.
Noen skrev for ikke lenge siden (Pรฅ Kvinneguiden av alle plasser) at jeg har en blogg som er sรฅ uproff at den ser ut som i fra รฅr 2007. Og at det det var rart at innleggene var av nyere dato. Utdatert med andre ord. NEI! Aldri i verden heller! Denne designen er best. Hva skal vi med blogg.no sine designs? Dรฅrlige. Det er derfor jeg droppet de for flere รฅr siden. Jeg prรธver ikke akkurat รฅ bli en norsk kjendis heller da. *Puke* Jeg er mere en internasjonal kunstner. Litt som Pablo Picasso. Fรธr han laget noe...๐Ÿ˜‚Ja eller d.v.s i รฅnden. I kunstner-รฅnden. Begge endte vi opp pรฅ den franske rivieraen som ekte kunstnere skal.๐ŸŒด

Jeg oppholder meg pรฅ andre steder i verden nรฅ. Av private รฅrsaker. Jeg vender snart tilbake til sรธr europa for รฅ gรฅ pรฅ gallerier o.l. (IKKE! Det er ironi. Jeg gรฅr aldri pรฅ sรฅnt.) Ekte kunstnere henter inspirasjon i fra hele verden. Ikke BARE i fra bondelandet Norge. (Finnes noe bra der og da. F.eks Bleken. Mรฅ vรฆre trรธnder ja!) Bare vent til jeg henter ut den ekte kunstneren i meg! (Dette har jeg jo sagt flere ganger fรธr men...) Mรฅ bare...ja dere vet...installere meg litt. Jeg er som et modem som fungerer best ved sterke signaler fra universet. Disse signalene begynner jeg som smรฅtt รฅ kjenne pรฅ. (Til tross for at jeg har flere andre interesser. Dรฆven, ho Mali, altsรฅ!

Senere i dag kommer det Skravlehjรธrne med Mali igjen, som i gรฅr. Har litt tid til overs for รฅ skravle igjen. Skravling er en av mine fremste interesser. Holder sjelden kjeften. Til tross for at jeg sikkert burde. 

Flere LATE timer senere, samme dag leverer Mali igjen, som i gรฅr...som ei ekte skravlekrรฅke. (Det kan hende det gรฅr en dag eller to fรธr jeg skravler igjen.)


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17 December 2024

Published December 17, 2024 by

Malis juleskravle-serie - Episode 1 - Egen julesang

Her skjer det ikke sรฅ mye bortsett fra at jeg skravler om ett eller annet pรฅ hver episode jeg lager fremover, og jeg startet i dag. Er du desperat nok gidder du รฅ fรธlge meg๐Ÿ˜‚


Bildet er bare et gammelt ett fra da jeg VAR Mariah Carey. Ingen tvil her, altsรฅ.

Men jeg kom hit for รฅ skravle i dag...


"Julelรฅt" lagd for et par dager siden som jeg selv har mekka pรฅ...men det er denne som skal bli sรฅ mye vakrere OG mere professionell, jeg lover. 


Det kan bli interessant fremover, sรฅ kom gjerne tilbake!

GOD JUL


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02 December 2024

Published December 02, 2024 by

Christmas special - every year the same!๐ŸŽ…





I have NOT made anything new for this Christmas. My wildest period of my life was probably a few years ago when I didn`t care at all or whatsoever. (I have changed now! I care a lot more. Unfortunately! I wish it wasn`t so, but...anyways...) Here is the video playlist of my Christmas special. My one and only Christmas-special. I made a daily vlog until day 12 and QUIT! That`s how excited I was about Christmas. Dont`t cringe too hard!๐Ÿ˜‚ No, PLEASE DO!


And here are a few other Christmas-videos...
  
Photos from my Christmas - morning - special (Videos in Norwegian):

Here I am saying: "I want to look like a Christmas tree!" which I obviously do here.












  Merry Christmas!๐ŸŽ…

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