I used to have far-fetched goals in the past. Goals that were too difficult to reach. But at least I am glad I had them. Always something to (unrealistically) look forward to. I started to let go of the goals over the years. (It took time to get over these goals.) Sometimes you have to let go. But the goals are still there in the back of my head.
No! It is not to become a famous actress!
(You are such a bad liar, Mali! Of course it is your goal!😂)
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I had goals. I had dreams. |
How can you have any goals in life if you constantly go around thinking; do I have any skills at all? If you were constantly being told that you lack skills. By "military mentality". Not going to go into details about that. I grew up believing I had no skills (unoconsciously, obviously) due to no support from people around me. So, what did I feel that I had at the age of ignorance? (When I still didn`t realize my own potential) With a microphone borrowed by a high tech friend in one hand and trying to make music with the other hand on a Roland keyboard. The only option that sounded like "music" was the demotune. So, I played that one over and over again. My family told me to stop, so I kind of did. Until I started again behind closed doors. I ended up with nothing, really. I realized that I had no REAL skill that people were looking for. I liked to write. I have a nice handwriting. THAT could take me somewhere, right? Even I can see that. (Evidence: Photo above.) The level of self esteem was pretty low. It was nonexistent. I was told that you can`t say you are something in life without the right evidence. Evidence is always the hardest part.
To get somewhere in life you need a goal. Some people don`t even have that. Something to look forward to. To have a goal is a goal in itself.
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