I have not been here in a while. And I promised myself to never return until I had some real content.
BUT!:
I was so bored last night that I made a video again. I could not help myself. I will never stop making videos. I am going to make videos FOREVER! I have tried over and over again, to become the average fashion / lifestyle blogger. But it is not meant to manifest in my life. Because I am not like that! I have to embrace what I am and have the capacity to do. Fashion - blogger - life is NOT for me!
But there´s a lot an average blogger can´t do that I can do. So I guess I have to remember everything that I AM and forget about everything that I`m NOT, and SHINE! Shine like a diamond. I would say this to other people struggling to find themselves, so why not say this to myself?
I don`t get it. Why do we have to look so normal and nice on photos? Can`t relate. Maybe I am from a future generation where things changed. What if I decided that the future generation is beginning right now?! Why can`t WE BE the CHANGE that we want to see in the world?
I want REALNESS! If you don`t like what your mama gave you then WHAT is the point in existence? I actually started a minimalist lifestyle just because I was tired of the mainstream hoarder mentality. I want to go back to nature. Yes, when we were related to apes, remember? (Maybe you believe that we are directly related to apes, but I don`t believe in that theory, okay? I kinda don`t believe in mainstream science - until I have actually been there, done that. Seen it with my own eyes. I want to see proof, ALWAYS! SOLID proof! Not American flags waving in the wind ON THE MOON! This is another topic that I am not going to get into right now, although I really feel like ranting about this for the next couple of hours.)
Here we have "the accidental double chin" that I love so much. IT IS the best feature of my entire body!...
Watching weird conspiracy theory - videos.
Imagining myself being in a Disney musical where I am the princess!
Conspiracy theories again.
My "NO WAY!!" - reaction.
Have no idea what is going on here.
I`m not desperate enough anymore to wear a bra.
5 mugs of coffee.
Having an epiphany; I am the hybrid between Marilyn Monroe / Anna Nicole Smith (again!) And Janis Joplin. We have joined Janis into the mix now. Confidence level: 10 out of 10.
If you thought this was disturbing, well; take a look at this video...
(IF you are desperate enough! You probably are since you`re already here!)
Thank you for being a tourist passing through Mali`s Universe. Thank you for being a witness of all the stories going on inside my mind. Simultaneously! ;-)
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